Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry KISS MY ASS!

Yup that is what I said- Merry Kiss My Ass!

Truly, the season is just about stuff, and booze- well food and chocolate-- then the big let down!

Just about everyone I know is morose, sad and broke..... some of my friends wondering how long they will keep their houses, some looking for jobs that do not exist, some working at far below what they are worth. Friends, cause I have friends that are kinda crazy----that joke about the many ways to kill ones self (not that they would do it).

This is plain sucky-- I had just started to get over 7 years of hell, divorce, sick kid, best friend who died of cancer, failing business, finally things were starting to look up--- and the big R!

Shit, almost feel like getting completely plastered New Years eve- to get rid of this decade- but that would mean a three day hangover - at my age that is how long they last--- so I guess I will behave, and try to come up with wonderful way to get out of debt, find a new job, create new opportunities and thank god and the universe for the health, my friends (who are crazy) my family for the opportunity to make my life better than it is!

Sorry, I have not been posting but I thought no-one was reading-- then I see more people read this one than the 'polite' blog under my real name!

So, I guess I will continue to rant and rave here- it does free the sluggish constitution!